First of all I would like to clarify - I didn't wrote the previous journal as a joke (I wish I had).
Also I would like to apologize to everyone for writing it. Usually I try not to show my emotional state while doing something, but sometimes I just can't keep it in and I have to let it out.
I didn't expect that the response to it will be so big. All those comments are too much for me to handle so this journal will be a a collective response to all you wonderful people who sent me notes and comments. Responding to all of you one by one would take ages (because I need help of ~Tajtusek
with translating what I would want to say) Don't take this the wrong way. I'm not ignoring you. I'm so touched that I already cried today. I should hug and kiss everyone last one of you. But this form of gratitude will have to do.
I think you deserve an explanation what triggered this situation.
As I said before I'm a kind of person that doesn't like to discuss problems, or talk about feelings. I'm always trying to keep to myself, cause who cares about internet people problems? Yesterday however I had an overload. Let's just say that the pressure got to me. Lately I'm having a lot of issues with my family and my own life, but that's not an excuse, everyone has those. Although when several people started sending me messages comparing all the work I've put into the comic to high school or just criticizing me without really saying why do they think that way. It just piled up and I broke. It was my moment of weakness for which I wish to apologize. I still love writing and creating this comic, it seems I just needed to vent. When all those bad emotions were gone I begun to think straight. I know I scared a lot of people but I can assure you, I still have over 30 pages that are already done - just waiting to be colored. So I'm sure I will continue my work.
Thank you for all those kind words, links, journals, and reddit threads you created for me. You cheered me up and made me see things I wasn't able to notice on my own.
The most important to me was the comments that encouraged me not to give up. I really needed to hear that.
And now for something completely different - Bioware on their Comic-Con panel said that in the Destroy Ending the scene on the end is probably Shepard's last breath. So do you know what that means? There is no official statement if Shepard survives in the Destroy Ending. Arghht...